[SIZE 3]I am recently divorced, a mother of 7 & have 2 grand babies. I am new to the dating scene & just beginning to get my feet wet again after being married 12 years to an absolute abusive, controlling butthole. For the past 19 months I was in a relationship with who I thought was my female soul mate. She recently broke up with me. During most of that time I also was in a relationship with her boyfriend. It was a great relationship with a women and a man and I loved it. My ex girlfriend and I have reconnected somewhat again and are still best friends. We still spend almost everyday together. She is that sunshine in my life that keeps me going. I will sit back and give it time in hopes we can start over and one day be the women that each other has longed for so long for. I figure if it is meant to be then it will happen. If not then it wasn't meant to be. So right now my focus will be on finding a man for my life. I am hoping to find someone that I can really connect with. I am also hoping to learn a thing or two and to be able to share some new experiences that will help me down the road with my partner one day. I do believe that will help me keep my relationship going. I love to walk the loop at the beach. I try to walk it several times a week or more. I also love to sit outside and read a book or swim in the pool. A nice glass of wine or even a bud light is also enjoyable. I am interested in motorcycle riding. I have my permit and will take the class in the next month or so. I hope to buy myself a motorcycle one day. I also love to be the passenger.

My Ideal Person respectful white male, non-smoker, loves children, unattached, into motorcycles, loves the beach, affectionate, even tempered, & employed! I am not into playing these childish games either. I would like to find a man who will be accepting to me one day having a women in my life again. That is big to me. I have never felt more complete then when I was with my ex girlfriend. During my 19 months with her I lost out on many guys because they could not accept that. But she was worth more to me then the guys that could not handle me having a women in my life.