A little Groggy. But Less headache
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Posted:Sep 15, 2005 8:28 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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Thank You again all. I am awake for a little bit. Getting introuble as we speak for using my laptop.
RRight now I am getting in-trouble by the only woman big enough for me not to stand up to. (Yes... You geussed it) MOTHER.
Thank High heaven for drag-n-speak. I don't have to even type any more.
Anyhow:
Before I pass out again.. Love you all...
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I had a good time here
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Posted:Sep 12, 2005 8:36 pm
Last Updated:Oct 12, 2013 1:36 am
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Well... all . I will be going completely offline soon... You heard me right. .. But hey .. I can say that I met awesome people here.
My head hurts more than I thought it was going to.. My doctor says that my blured vision is because of pressure on the optic nerves.
on tuesday which is tonight. I am going to check in to the baylor Hospital.. He is going to relieve the pressure they said. This will help decrease the headaches in that region of my head as well.
Bliss and Doug jr's grandma will be flying in at around 7am to take care of those two. Plus she is comming to take the and I back to Oregon when they release me..
I just want to say thank you to every single person I met here.
I am going to leave my blog open forever. as long as it can go..
Good bye...
Never forget - stress is a waste of time.
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MInd is all messed up
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Posted:Sep 7, 2005 7:37 pm
Last Updated:Oct 12, 2013 1:37 am
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I tried real hard. I canceled some blog entries that were negative. I offered help and tried to be positive..
I listened when people said 'Don't quit.."
What about the ones they say this and quit themselves> Huh.. Why do I have to listen> huh. TELL ME!
None of you can. No one can.. I wanted to talk to some one. Fuck - I wanted to let somebody not just read my pain.. And wanted some one to see it in my eyes.
But I am a man.. So I am told.. So the tears never flow.. The pain is never seen.. The cry will never be heard. But in stupid meaningless words.
What are you now going to say 'Hey taodoug.. I am here if you need me?' don't waste your time.. Why? you might think?
Because just like a burger at mcDonalds. life is cheap. Time costs a heart.. And mine is more tired then yesterday.
It is my time to quit. don't tell me why I have reasons to fight a never winning battle. The reasons - people give are bullshit..
So if you have something to say for this entry.. Other than taodoug make sure you die when there is no holiday or birthday celibrated that month.. So some one in your family doen't get screwed. I am all ears.
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we met
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Posted:Sep 6, 2005 11:40 am
Last Updated:Oct 12, 2013 1:40 am
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We met the other day
wanting the temporary relief
From a heart that is lonely
Each of us try to resist...
But need a good time,
make it last…
Our Heart beats quicken…
don’t really know
So unsure..
Then it happens..
The first kiss
Your mouth so silky, so alive
To trust each other
Exploring your body
Releasing the sorrow of loneliness
Pounding our bodies hard,
Lips wondering, hips thrusting
held tight against one another
We screamed in rapture divine
we soared, shared what we felt
this wonderful, pleasant feeling.
It seemed we flew so fast
to find a much need release.
It is okay life sometimes is a fantasy.
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Went for a walk
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Posted:Sep 1, 2005 6:50 am
Last Updated:Oct 12, 2013 1:41 am
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I went for a walk this morning. First time in 4 days I have been out of the house.
It was like being in Prison. But the the difference is, even inmates get to go for excercise .
Brfore I started this medicine, I walk for 3 hours in the morning.
This morning I had to sit and make my legs stop shaking every block.
I still have another week of medicine to ingest.
I am tired already.
simcerely,
taodoug.
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we are reminded of the first.
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Posted:Aug 26, 2005 8:26 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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I see you waiting….
I hear your breath…
I taste your mouth
Our tongues touch…
Our hands roam…
Clothes are discarded..
Lips release …
I must let go
She whispers “Please no more.”
The need for release is greater..
She pulled me to her ..
Looking in my eye’s..
Feeling her desire ..
I say “You are mine.”
My tongue trails over her body..
Further down it I go ..
Her essence is intoxicating..
She tastes of sweet nectar,
She cries “This is madness.”
As she pulls my head closer..
She lets loose a cry, Of pure animal lust.
Standing up.
She pushes me over ..
She takes me inside her..
The feeling of rapture taking over.
As we lay in each others arms..
we are reminded of the first.
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Well things are going slow
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Posted:Aug 25, 2005 11:37 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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WHo would have thought selling a house in the city would take far longer than one sitting in the sticks out in East Texas. Not me.
Awana is not to thrilled about the set -up. SHe is not used to being able to run around for an hour before realizing it is to hot to be outside. Now she just goes in and out of the doggy door. And looks at you with a " I know this yard was bigger than this." Look on her face. And reminds us nicely that we had better go to the park by taking shoes out the back door and leaving them on the steps nicely unchewed up.
Lil B even she is getting in to the routine o sitting by the door when I get my shoes on.. Thinking she gets to go as well.
Of course there is smokey who still does not know that cats are not supposed to like riding in vehicles as much as he does. (Maybe a trip to the neuter clinic will fix him in more ways then one.). any hoo. Life is making it. And it was nice to step back in to church this last weekend. After being away for so long. Maybe God can fix me... Because I have no where else left to turn..
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Selling My toy
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Posted:Aug 24, 2005 5:59 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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Well all I am selling my toy. All that work to get my Whizzer Motorbike working. And I have to sell it. So if you read this blog and want a fun toy. Shoot me an email.
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Another day
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Posted:Aug 23, 2005 9:20 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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Well....... This I thought was going to be a good day. I mean.. don't all parents look forward to the first day of school like I do? I mean after your hits middle school.. The broke hearted parent that drops the off for school the first year is usually accustomed to it by then right.
Anyhow back to today.. First I take my to the High School. Now there is only one driver more dangerous then a 70yr old woman propped up by pillows, so she can look over top of the steering column. And that is the notorious, Mario Andretti wanna be teenage driver, thinking he can whip his momma's car into a tight spot, and yell hey mama to a girl in a car not noticing her dad is driving till after he has said those words.
Yep you guessed it. I put my truck in park. Hazard lights on of course. THen tell Bliss "you just inch my truck forward when I step out."
Her face got red from clenching her teeth and asking me to not do anything.I just looked at her and said "Now."
So I stepped out of the truck walked over to the car. And said "Get outof your car. Have your buddy drive for a bit. And you walk over to my truck and apologize to it for almost causing it to run over top of you. Then you apologize to my truck for making me use the breaks to hard. After which you will apologize to me for disrespecting my . At least your little punk ass could have done was put flashers on,. Before jumping in front."
His dumb little friends in the back seat both looked at me and decided to say "He ain't do nothing." Prior to me grabbing the driver by the front of his shirt and back of his head, Just to be ripped out through the window..
After which I looked at his friends and said 'I will take your apology now. Or come in the car and get it... Well to summerize this event.. Yes cops showed up.. And gave the a ticket after half dozen + some dad's got out of their vehicle to say that the had provoked the whole thing.. Course if you looked in their vehicles. All had 's. Hopefully the cop did not catch that..
After dropping Bliss and Doug. My body had a chance to go ahead and let remind me of my age and its condition. All I will tell you is I am glad it waited till I was home. AAnd I thank GOD. As well for given me a little strength to hold my mind and body together for that short period.
After taking my meds and being unable to function till about 3pm so I could go get Blis and DOuglas. I went straight back to bed and woke upto do this and read some things On a lighter note. Funnny blogs today in blogland, a song about boobies and noobies. Going to a funeral in shorts and t-shirts.
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My love began and waits for you
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Posted:Aug 20, 2005 11:46 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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I saw my love begin it was a feeling that started from you. I gave you my heart, my body, and soul.
It was a love lit like a candle that burns until it is through. My mind wonders remembering a time so sensual. When our Heart beats quickened.
You were my night... You were my day. We promised to love one another throughout our life.
I think back to a time when I let my senses come undone.. My fingertips explored your body like no one before.
Tracing over your body. You laid your head in the crook of my neck. You whispered in my ear “No one had touched you like that before.”
It gave you feelings so new, a feeling so right. Touching each other here and there, we threw caution to the wind.
I love you ... Were three words I did not know, I had longed to hear.
Pulling you close I didn’t have a care. Holding you tight I kissed you softly, our hands, and arms around one another.
Our bodies meld together, as though we were one. You said “I want you, I love you. I need you so.”
We were young, and so much in love. I asked you that night, where next you wanted us to go.
Our bodies soared, I felt yours tremble. For me it was a beginning, and I promised it would end with you.
Our love was a rapture divine. We both wanted more. Crying out, oh how we did soar.
It was like lightening and the thunder did roar. I was so caught up in the stars around.
I love you.. You screamed. Faster and faster you pushed you wanted it fast. Not yet ... Not yet you sighed.
With a pounding we both heaved a sigh, our bodies joined, your hips tight against my loins.
It was a sensual love a feeling so sublime. Your beauty is endless, for I knew way before that time I had loved you.
A rose has beauty and when we cut it, forget that it will only last a day or two. But I thought that forever you would be mine.
In my darkness, I find I still love you. We had started a new life together that began with love.
I wish that you heard what I was trying to say on that special day. I spoke these words from my heart “You are the earth and the heaven above I gave to you ... all of my love.”
I told you that your beauty was not just beauty to see. It was the beauty within that was what mattered to me.
I whispered it softly into your ear. I said it before ... Why did you not understand that love for you had began. And it will …. wait for you.
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Just a poem
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Posted:Aug 20, 2005 1:39 pm
Last Updated:Oct 12, 2013 1:47 am
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Oh father of days gone by Hear my plea for mercy, as I send it in a windward dream.
I will make my break, and glide with an earnest song in my heart.
Where once there was beauty, and love. I find it hard for me to stand tall. I try so much to be strong. Like the mountain's I hike through.
Oh Father time I ask show me some mercy. Let me but turn back a day, that I may undo my errors?” I say to you I am alone. In terms only I take cognizance of. Time has lavished me with its solace.
Oh Father of my past, let me try this life again, and turn back the hands of time. And stop all my terrors. And where I did before stumble. Let me now walk straight.
Alas it is no use this much I see, for father time listens not to me. The past he will not help.
**a simple note **
I know some read and think that I am down. But this one I wrote today is just for a friend. And I thought it nice to share.
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I would have stopped tomorrow from becoming today
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Posted:Aug 18, 2005 11:53 pm
Last Updated:Jul 20, 2014 10:24 pm
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Yesterday brought a new beginning which added warmth and love to our friendship. We’re always there for one another, to give each comfort, or a word of cheer.
You’re a very special friend. Like none I’ve ever known. Somewhere in the middle we've become the best of friends.
I never saw tomorrow coming. I had no idea that it would bring the end.
Though we are far away. I always believed, you and I would be near. On my dreary days. When I heard your voice, it was like the sound of an angel. It allowed me to think about the times we have shared. That was back when knowing that you were someone who cares.
Everybody knows, we are all travelers of life in the wilderness of this world, and the best we hope to find is an honest friend."
So I am here to tell you, when your life starts to get you down, and you hold nothing on your face but a frown. The soil of forgotten dreams, and friends will be there to help you work through your problems because they listen. And as they listen,you will begin to hear the language of your own heart.
When your wings have trouble remembering how to Fly. You will see me as a friend again. Then we can share what we feel, and what we love once more.
There are not many things in this life so beautiful as true friendship, and not many things more uncommon that need to be tended. Friends are there to surround us with the beauty, and of their caring.
The best thing about true friends is, we can always return. It is like going back to a special place... and finding that same warm feeling unchanged by time. Life gives us friends so we can have some one to share the precious times with.
Somewhere deep within ourselves; each must go. This is a place each goes to think things through, to be alone.. It encompasses the essence of who we are and what we want to be. But now and then, whether by chance or design. Someone discovers a way in.
With this friend we walk along the remembered paths of our lives and completely share our experiences. And allow that person to see, to feel and to share all that we are. All the uncertainty and all the emotion we've stored up there.
Our new found friendship adds new perspective to this hidden realm. And we call that person our best friend.. If it is friendship then we can plant the seeds of our heart in new dreams.
With friends we have a place to go, to be accepted and understood. Together we can laugh and cry. Our thoughts are heard, and our feelings are held in the hearts of this special friendship.
This one friend that we meet. Is a friend that makes our life beautiful and blessed! Like the sort of friend that you were to me.
But had I known yesterday was going to be the beginning, and we were to become the best of friends. I would have worked harder. I would have stopped tomorrow from becoming today’s yesterday.
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Welcome to the neighborhood party,
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Posted:Aug 16, 2005 2:28 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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We moved into a real nice neighborhood. Moving in day was hot, the sweat poured off of us as we were bringing in all our belongings. My wife and I both in our early 30’s were enjoying life. The welcoming committee popped in, all women of course. They bee lined to my wife to chat and I was left with all the work as they took her to the pool. After a few hours she returned and told me about all the nice people. She went for a swim, forgot a bathing suit so they offered one up to her. It just about fit on her, luckily it was a bikini. Her breasts moved out the sides and her ass almost swallowed up the backside of the panty bottom. Since it was all women in the pool She figured what the heck. The others wore one piece and two piece suits. The water was refreshing. Sharon ( one of the other ladies) wore this one piece that looked like a second skin. As she ran her hand over the material it felt silky and so thin. When she entered the water it was a little see-thru, just enough to tease
anyone watching. She must have been shaved smooth because there was no
lumpy mound between her legs to show thru the bathing suit.
Later that day Sharon invited us to the Friday night get together. I was back from town and hurried to clean up. As I was showering she
ran in with me. Soaping me up made it made her horny so she took me hands, soaped me up and made it hard for a quick ride. We ran all wet to the bed and with her legs spread open, heels on the sheets, I pushed into her. I love how she moves with me. My shaft moving side to side and up and over her outer lips. Her juices started to show on my cock.
Reaching over to kiss her, she took my cock head and moved it between her pussy lips. Moving closer to her with my body I slipped into her horny body. Before I could fully enter her, she had mini repeating
orgasm that made her legs weak under me. As we kissed her orgasms were
clamping around my cock. She could feel the head inside her this time.
Orgasms subsiding, I started to ram her hard. She loves a hard fuck when she is excited. She was cumming again in minutes I pushed my cock harder slipping in and out faster and faster feeling my large testicles slapping her ass. She was hot each time I pressed against her. Before she finished her orgasm I started to cum.
Walking into the Party, she was a little sore inside her pussy, we were greeted by a few couples. If they only knew we just fucked and my juice
was still inside her. The DJ played wonderful music. My wife, she love’s the slow songs. We sat with Sharon and her husband and another couple. The drinks were moving pretty fast. I decided to stop and walk them off outside.
It was a great Welcome to the neighborhood party.
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