You know my soul
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Posted:Nov 7, 2013 1:21 am
Last Updated:Nov 15, 2013 7:15 pm
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 As you lay asleep deep under the covers,
I will pass through your window, into a dream,
an unbidden, welcome invader of your rest,
Although we have not met, still a cherished guest,
What I really looks like, you already know,
You know my soul, and visions in your dreams grow,
You have prepared yourself, in the hopes that we would meet,
But you fell asleep, upon this satin sheet,
your flesh is freshly bathed and clad just in sweet scent,
Although still dreaming, you sense that I am present,
Once I start to bestow a lingering caress,
Like a ghost, my flesh does eerily phosphoresce,
You whisper my name, within your fanciful dream,
That more and more, takes on a strong erotic theme,
Like a sweet wine I befuddle your senses,
When tender, kisses commence,
You open yourself, body and soul,
Nipples rising, your core liquefying,
From heat, passion and lust,
discovering each other, through a blissful dreamscape,
Which through yearning and imagination,
You wake, wrapping your body around mind,
you have decided to make this dream
Takes shape.
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Woman, always want to be right. I will show you.
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Posted:Nov 5, 2013 1:35 pm
Last Updated:May 23, 2024 1:41 pm
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Woman have been doing this to men all throughout history. The sad part is
every comedian jokes about it. And what is so sad is.
Every man that read s will think "Really.. Then why bring it up."
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The ones that think they run the house might reply "My woman don't ask me things like like that."
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Then of course there are those that say "I choose for my my wife."> this one is or has not come out of the closet yet.
The one thing that woman have been doing since the beginning. All the way back to the birth of Eve's . Just to make men feel included in decision making is 'Ask us our opinion..
My was talking about it the other day. Say "Dad... Samara keeps asking me which one I these do you like? And then doing the opposite."
I asked "I bet it gets you annoyed? doesn't it." He answered back "the first couple time she asked and did the opposite. It didn't bother me. But now it is just irritating. What should I do?"
I told him "Are you sure you want my advise on this? Because when I tell you. You are either going to do it when she asks you or when you are angry and arguing(this is good for when your losing the original start of what ever your in trouble for) or my favorite time to talk about it (which she will completely ignore) Is just let her know how much it gets you frustrated when she asks for your opinion and does the opposite. She will then respond probably with "a when do I do that?" Just respond back with "Instead of examples of when you do it? How about we agree that on what clothes you want to wear. That my opinion is not needed. But when it comes to the cost of anything we talk. And you try and focus not on how cheap I am. But on our budget."
Yes that is what he did not do. He saved it for when he was losing the budget argument.
Men ... face it... Let the ladies in your life think you want to be asked..... Don't feel stupid when they do the opposite.... Just know there is really no safety trigger or way around stopping it.... That is why the comedians... That are married put it in their routine..... Hell Steve Harvey wrote a book about the whole idea of how a man thinks... or something like that...
A book .... I am telling you here and now... LADIES>> QUIT DOING THIS TOO YOUR MEN>>>> AND YOU WILL HAVE LESS ARGUING IN YOUR HOUSE.>>!.
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Have fun with this
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Posted:Nov 2, 2013 8:34 pm
Last Updated:Jul 29, 2014 4:05 pm
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Today, while at the store I was walking down the aisle another customer was walking towards me. And she was looking at me... Well I couldn't take it any longer and said "Look.. lady i had no idea it was you in the closet with me."
And she responded "Are you nuts. What are you talking about."
"I have no idea. But the last time a woman stared that hard at me she at least asked if I would like to go have a cup of coffee."
And it worked.
She giggled and asked me to go sit and chat and enjoy a cup of coffee. And
And she paid because she asked me out.
Try it. its fun..
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Anxiety
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Posted:Nov 1, 2013 7:46 pm
Last Updated:May 23, 2024 1:41 pm
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Although I have been in remission now since about 2008 give or take. Every year the week of my birthday I have to do a check up. The Doctor's say it has to be done for a 10 yr cycle to make sure. So the entire month of November I sit waiting and become anxious. T%o the point where I am calling up saying "Just get this over." I feel ,like a waiting for Christmas morning to open a present. Sad pathetic thought. But after that anxiety is gone..
I get to wait again for another 2 freaking months. For my to have her baby.. Which to me is really great news.. I always enjoy the coming of a new life.. I have loved my life despite the difficult time I have been given.
I have spoken before people. Cancer groups about things that have given me strength. I always say faith first, myself second, and blogging third.. Because it was through blogging that I lived through really really really hard times...
I even met ASL4L now just asianladyfriend. She talked with me a lot. Even when people hurt her. She still took time and spoke with me. I took time off from being i=online at all. And I came back on. And it was just like we had said goodnight. The day before. It was AWESOME. aND STILL IS. I hope those of you that read my blog get a chance to make friends in here. Understanding that RL and online chat are not the same.
But there are some like me... I don't separate the 2. Wow i really rambled on didn't I. Take care..
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Monday all Week
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Posted:Oct 25, 2013 11:45 pm
Last Updated:May 23, 2024 1:41 pm
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This last Monday Oct 21, 2013 started out bad. I should have known the way things were going that i should have locked my door and stayed home. But again i didn't learn anything. Then I get things positive and Tuesday vector messes up. I barely make gas. Wednesday i get half morning at job in site and still am late Thursday wasn't any better.a\y. I put my request and so I was finally able to get it paid.
So that is the short version of this week
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crap
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Posted:Oct 21, 2013 10:58 pm
Last Updated:Nov 3, 2013 3:47 am
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Have you ever typed in your blog, pushed something wrong, and you have to re do it?
Yeah! well did that to day.
Or my favorite you were asked to do something. But if because you were side tracked your standing in one spot thinking "I know I was supposed to do something. Hmmm must not be important," at least that's where your thoughts were after. Usually when I get home is back on the counter. Or walk trying to find something and some one calls for no reason. And now that your off the phone you now have forgotten.... once again another thing you wanted or needed. Is forgotten.
FYI That is either a sign your getting older(old people tell that to tease young people). Maybe marijuana does cause memory issues. Or if you had it happens just say " another reason not to do drugs." I use all the phrases.
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Regrets
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Posted:Oct 16, 2013 8:23 am
Last Updated:Oct 16, 2013 7:04 pm
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As we grow up and look back on our individual lives. There will always be times when you might just go with the moment. Now a 10 yrs and younger might make a mistake that is acceptable. But an adult knowingly becomes self destructive do to a loss, or bad news. Needs to create a stronger friendship bond with the people in their lives for tough times?
But if you do something and you are dealing with guilt. Just forgive yourself. Move past it. Believe it or not God did give you the power to tell yourself it is okay.
Have fun today! And massage your earlobes.
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tough day.
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Posted:Oct 15, 2013 2:07 am
Last Updated:Oct 17, 2013 3:37 am
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I am working on a part 2 of my train ride. But it takes a bit of time.
But today I received a an email from a friend that I have not seen in a bit. As matter of fact him and I were stationed in the same unit in S. Korea, He said he was coming and going to be in town for a day.. We hung out bit./
After chatting and saying the obligatory "remember when. conversatione starters." He started talking me into going for my CDL and doing long hauls. i keep thinking about it. I like to drive, and the money is good. maybe I should.
I want to meet that forever lady friend one day. Silly me even asked the one friend in blog land to help. She truly is fun. But face it this life I am walking through has many paths to try. And even if your out there searching as well, my forever friend.
I think I will go drive long haul and let life lay where it may. And keep on trucking (or driving)..
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Train ride
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Posted:Oct 14, 2013 12:42 am
Last Updated:Oct 14, 2013 3:20 am
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I watched as the young lady sat down by me on the train. Sshe looked to be barely 30 yrs old. Soft brown hair cut ijto a bob that framed her face just nice enough to make you look intp those very blue eyes and I would bet she didn't top 5'6" I could probably wrap my one arm around her waist. "Yep she's gorgeous. And has a nice tight tush from the looks of those pants." She turned and just stared out the window. I decided since she had offered no opening point of introduction. That she was not inteerested. "oh well." I mumbled opening my book back up.. Not ealizing I had spoken loud enough for hrr to hear anything she turned towards me "Excuse me? Is there something wrong or am I in the wrong spot?"
"I don't know if your in the spot or not. You would have to look at your boarding pass." I said. "But that is not the issue. I just figured most people have enough manners to say"Hello.' When they sit in the same section as another. And by the way. my name is Douglas Tao. What is yours?"
"Sorry. I had no idea that I was sitting next to the professor of manners. And my name is Ellie. And no my folks did not move to Beverly Hills." She chuckled at the last part.
Now that we had thrown quick jabs at each other. And re introduced are selves in a friendly manner. We talked for a bit, marveled at the Nevada scenery! "Unbelievable," she mumbled to herself, as the landscape of rock, desert, and mountains flew by while she relaxed in comfort on the Amtrak super liner. "It is beautiful, isn't it," I commented at her. ""It's fantastic," Ellie replied, "the mixture of colors and landscape, well, it's just incredible!!!" "I think so too," I responded, whilewatching her smile and talk. She kept on talking and describing the same scenery I was looking at. I didn't stop her or interupt. Just listened. After about 45 minutes she spun towards me and grabbed my hand> "Doug.. I am so sorry. I have been going on for so long."
Up until this train ride on the way back to Oregon I lived a life of solitude. No dating, no friends. So I was kind of in a state of shock and surprise at some one grabing my hand. I just sat there in shock.
As the sun was beginning to set,I checked my watch and opened, "It's about dinner time, care to join me in the dining car, Ellie?" Ellie tilted head slightly to the side, gave me another quick once over, and replied, "Why not, let's go!"
At dinner we spent the next hour and a half telling each other about our lives and in general enjoying just each others company. I explained to Ellie why I had been a hermit, and that she felt comfortable talking with me. She asked where I was coming from. And point blank spouts out "So why should I believe your not married. And just another schmuck trying to get up my skirt." Trying not to be to angry at this comment. I took a deep breath. Massaged my earlobe a bit. "First off. I already stated earlier. Feel free to search my name. Oh better yet here take my cell phone pick a number at random. Call it and ask if I am married." "well." she said . " don't get upset. A woman has to ask. Oh and another thing if you were a hermit how does anyone on here know you are divorced?" I said "Hermit not a shut in. I do have people I dowork for. But I do not have people to my house, or do I go out on guys night. I learned to embrace my solitude."
"Oh." She said rather softly. "Do you feel as if I am a bother?" The way she asked this question, and the look on her face. I was mentally kicking my ass for even saying anything about my life style. So after a lot of back stepping on my part. She finally started smiling again. And she Opened up and continued on telling me about herself. While she was talking comfortably. I was telling myself "You dumb lucky ass. A very beautiful woman sits by you. You decide to be an ass from the get go. And almost blow a friendship. But ask her tpo dinner and try it again." Doug listen to yourself and just nod and respond back. Don't speak full sentences." Okay.
Ellie talked about her , one of which she had just visited in Sacramento. I was must have hads a dumb look on my face when she finished the comment about just leaving one of her in SanFrancisco." Seriously Ellie you look young enough to be my little sister." That got an ear to ear grin and a chuckle. "DOug I will have you know I am a pround 37 yr old woman." And of course not heading my own advise earlier about not speaking I blurted out"Yeah well. You look like a very hot 28 yr old." And that grin got bigger and the blush came into her face. Phew glad she took that well I thought. And with that in my head Ellie grined and said "If you wouldn't have blirted that out so quick Douglas I would have thought you were hitting on me."
To make matters even more interesting, Ellie during dinner conversation had a habit of touching my hand especially when she was making a point in conversation, and even though I was sure she was doing all the flirting. I had already made up my mind to allow her to be be in control of what she wanted out of this chance meeting of two strangers on their way home.
Finally the steward cme over and asked would the two of you like any desert. Ellieperked up at the sound of freshly baqked apple crumb pie with vanilla ice cream. "Sure,. Judging by the lady we will have one each." "Oh no.: Piped in Ellie. "Just one. " And she popped up sat next to me on my side and smiled at me "We can share. Together. If you don't mind?" That is perfectly okay Miss." He said. "Thanks but I was speaking to Doug. Thats okay isn't?" And she reached down by my knee and rubbed it with her hand looking at my face and reaction. "oh ah Yeah yeah. That would be great. As I came out of my dream state.
As of this point she had my complete and undivided attention. I felt like I jsut won the lottery. And I placed my hand on her hand "So small." I said. Ellie kind of shook a little. Kind of like when a person feels a little sparkly shock of electricty goes through your body. And I watched her face flush as she was feeling a little tingle inside. She picked up the menu fanning herself. It is warm in here now. Don't you think so Doug?" By the second glass of wine...I cut her off and she began to flirt shamelessly with her me. SO much that I was getting nervous! After a final glass of wine, the two of us returned to our seat and settled down for the evening. I put my headphones on and reclined in my seat. Ellie, still high from the wine tried to sleep, but instead just stared out into the blackness of the night. A slight shiver went through her, and she signaled the porter that she would like a blanket, and immediately covered up and slipped off to sleep.
The motion of the train kept her from falling into a deep slumber, and periodically she would be roused to consciousness by the gentle swaying of the rail car. During one of these moments, and still slightly woozy, she asked "Doug is that your hand I feel?" Struggling to open her eyes, she was engulfed by the darkness of the night, and was not sure exactly what was happening, but as her senses sharpened, she realized that she was right, I had slid my hand under her blanket and was caressing the inside of her leg!!! She started to say something, but I placed a finger over her lips and whispered in her ear, "You are incredibly sexy, I couldn't sleep. I thought you were in the same state as I was." I just had to feel your body, do you mind?!?" Her head was spinning, but my insistent fingers moving up her thigh were causing her to start breathing slower and and push her self into my hand in sexual anticipation. She put her face into my kneck and and in a slightly huskier voice she whispered in my ear your hand feels like it is burning a path up the inside of my thigh." "No mother has ever looked as sexy," he replied quickly, as my hand reached the front of her panties. I could feel her wetness, oh my," I continued, "and no mother could ever be as wet as you!!!" "Y-y-you're crazy," she whispered hoarsely, "what if someone sees us?!?" "It's after midnight," I responded, "everyone else is asleep, and anyway, it's almost pitch dark in here!!!" "Lean in against my shoulder," I ordered, "and let me do you, okay!?!" She didn't answer, but when her head hit my shoulder, I knew I had her!!! Now with complete boldness, I slipped my fingers in side her panty crotch and began gently fingering her cunt! "Are you always this wet," I asked softly. Ellie turned her face towards me, and our lips met, and while I finger penetrated Ellies well oiled pussy, our tongues intertwined in a deep French kiss!!! She pulled away and whispered into my ear, "I feel so slutty, it's unbelievable!!!" "You're not slutty," I whispered back to her, "just your pussy!!!" Hearing me talk about her vagina like that seemed to turn her on even more. Ellie had let me know at dinner how her own husband was very staid and straight laced and never used such vulgar language! Now, taking a cue from me, she asked, "Is your cock hard!?!" "Feel for yourself," I shot back!!! Through the darkness,Ellie's hand wound its way down my belly until it encountered a thick hardness hidden in my pants! "My, god," she hissed softly, "you are hard as a rock!!!" "Blue steel, baby," he replied, " I told you it has been a long time. And you rubbing my leg at dinner, I thought my cock was going rip right out of my pants.You want it?!?" "We can't," she whispered harshly, "what if someone sees us?!?" Ignoring her question, and using myfree hand, undid my belt and zipper, and with a little effort pulled my meat into the cool night air. "Touch it, " I ordered, and with a shaky hand she encircled my member, gripping it tightly, and moaning softly at its thickness!!!
"Ever had one that big, baby," i asked!?! "No, never," she stammered, "it's huge, and so hard!!!" "Do you still feel slutty," I asked!?! "Oh, god," she moaned softly, "so slutty, oh so slutty!!!" "Do you know what sluts do," he pressed on!?! "What," she replied in a thick voice!?! "They suck, " he retorted quickly, "do you understand me?!?" "Yes," she answered softly, I understand," and with that, she dropped her head into my lap and took my thick penis into her warm mouth!!! I, felt the reverberation of a moan on the end of my dick, bored my fingers hard into Ellie's sloppy wet pussy! "Okay," I said softly, "let's do it, now!!!" Ellie knew exactly what I had in mind, and with the abandonment of a two dollar , she licked a swallowed my incredible hardon until it was erupting in her throat! When the first splash of cum connected with her mouth, her pussy wrenched hard around my probing fingers, and her own orgasm ripped through her crotch like the train they were riding in!!!
Not wanting to let go of my pecker, Ellie kept her head in my lap for another ten minutes or so, just savoring the taste and texture of the my prick!!! Finally, I pulled her up and again kissed her hard on the mouth. "We've got one more night to go," he said, "are you glad!?!" Ellie found my still hard cock with her hand, squeezed it, and replied, "Is that answer enough for you?!?"
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No stress no hiding RL.
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Posted:Oct 12, 2013 8:35 pm
Last Updated:Oct 13, 2013 9:12 am
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Years ago. I went through a lot. Divorce, loss of my kemo friend,going through none traditional treatments for myself. I was getting beat down.. My friends were beat down emotionlly by me. Heck read my blog..\
But they were true friends.n But I was not ready for the uplifting fun and supportive people I was meeting. So I went back to Oregon. Kept at5 non traditional ways of treating my problem. Along with counseling. And NO DRUGS.
Well I have already lived longer than I was told. And I owe it to a Koreaan Preacher that told me "Doug. You stress to hard. Let god do his job. So he prayed with me (Pastor Kim). And we talked...(he talked I listened).
And he stated "Doug quit trying to fix everybody. Fix Doug. Then you can help everyone. If some one is upset. Tell them "pinch your earlobes and massage for 10 minutes and say wooo saaw."when your done. You will feel so silly. That stress just washed away.
And tell your friends. for every bad thing today. You need 2 good things that happened as well. That way we teach other to bring positive energy to each others lives.
I hope you can find a STRESS FREE DAY.
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my FAVORITE ALL
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Posted:Oct 12, 2013 1:16 am
Last Updated:Oct 13, 2013 8:02 pm
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wHAT EVERY DAD SHOULD DO HIS DAUGHTERS DATE.
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