WTF is up with this year...
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Posted:Jan 14, 2015 9:00 am
Last Updated:Apr 27, 2015 12:11 pm
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It's only 14 days into the new year and already it has been fucked up. At midnight on 12/31 I had 2 fwb by 1/4/15 I had none. For me this has meant that my soap opera lol has went from bad to worse. I no longer have any fwb. Fwb A, is no longer speaking to me. Fwb B, the husband scared the hell out of him so he has defriended and blocked me from everything to do with him. This has been no good news for me. In case you were wondering how I pissed off fwb A to not speaking to me…well, I was drunk and had a come to Jesus session over text and told him everything I have ever thought about him and his sugar mama....not a good move obviously. This is why you don't get drunk and text people. The next morning as I am reading the texts I sent to him, it was like shooting myself in the head. So all by myself I really fucked my shit up, and the most unfortunate part of all I actually REALLY cared for him.
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WTF is wrong with me?!?!?!?!?!?!?
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Posted:Dec 27, 2014 7:25 pm
Last Updated:Feb 4, 2015 9:49 am
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I seriously doubt it but maybe you guys can help. WTF is wrong with me? I ask this bc after denial and self doubt I have concluded I am in love with a person that will never love me in return and to me the worst of all he values something I cannot understand and that is materialistic things over ANYTHING else, which is fine whatever makes him happy even though I know, he isn`t really happy he just does it bc he has to. On my fathers grave I will put myself in the ground before I depend on anyone to take care of me, I have had that thrown in my face enough for a lifetime, I won`t have it thrown in my face ever again. I have 3 and regardless of what anyone thinks I can take care of them completely by myself and I don`t need anyone.
With this being said how can a grown man allow a women to take care of him? I don`t understand it and probably never will. I wasn`t raised that way and no matter how many dumb ass friends I have I cannot get with that way of thinking because I might be alot of things but a free loading bitch I AM NOT!!!!!
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I finally did it...
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Posted:Nov 13, 2014 10:53 am
Last Updated:Dec 29, 2014 12:37 pm
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I finally did it...me and the husband are separated and I am waiting to hear if I get approved for an apartment, so I can be moved out by the end of the month. I was hoping him and I would be able to live together separated for the , but he can't handle it. He will be fine one day then come home from work telling me what a I am and that I am breaking up our family. I have been sleeping on the couch for a week and a half, but I did order a new bed for myself yesterday so it will be delivered tomorrow.
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Well...FUCK IT!
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Posted:Sep 29, 2014 9:20 am
Last Updated:Dec 5, 2014 6:58 am
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These days I have a different attitude then I have had since my early 20's, which is and has been "Fuck it" I realize this isn't the best attitude to have, but I am truly to the point in my life when I do not give a fuck what ANYONE thinks about me and my choices because they are just that my choices. When someone starts letting someone else make there life choices for them it can be ONLY be uphill from there because that person wants control of me and I am not the type of person who like to be told what to do...unless I am naked then I like that shit, but otherwise it isn't a good idea lol
Some people who know the shit going on in my life right now say it will pass that I will look back on this time for the last 10 years and will think "What was I doing?" but I don't believe that. I don't believe that me and my husband will last, and it's sad because we have been together 16 years almost 1/2 my life, but I have changed so much in those 16 years. I don't think for a second I am that person anymore...the one I have been for 16 years, and I don't think he is ready for the person I am becoming.
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I kissed a girl and I liked it
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Posted:Sep 18, 2014 6:35 am
Last Updated:Dec 29, 2014 12:32 pm
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Just recently I had my first experience with a woman, and I loved it. I have been craving a woman for a while, but I've never had an opportunity until recently and ever since I have been wanting to do it again, but this time I want it to be just me and another woman.
If I knew in my 20's what I know now my 20's could have been so much more fun, but so is life and I am happy I discovered just how much I like it at this point in my life because in my 30's I have been much more sexual then I ever was in my 20's.
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I can't have my cake & eat it too
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Posted:Sep 16, 2014 6:02 am
Last Updated:Dec 5, 2014 6:58 am
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I was thinking just this morning as I was getting ready for work, is it normal for a couple of 16 years and still in there mid 30's to stay in a relationship where no matter how hard he tries and he really does try, she is just not happy with him sexually? He makes me cum most every time we have sex and most of the time the sex is good, but he doesn't excite me, I am not attracted to him, I am basically fucking him because he is my husband. I stay with him because we have young , but when is enough, enough and I do what really makes me happy? I am told by anyone I ask to think of the and don't be selfish, he is a good man. I am starting to believe when someone said love just isn't enough the missing part was sexual and I guess for some they can put it aside and just be, but we get ONLY 1 life, and why should anyone spend it unhappy when they are fully capable of making a change. These questions didn’t just pop into my head this morning so happen, I have been asking myself these questions for years and A LOT lately because I am at a cross roads so to speak either I stay or either I go, I can’t have my cake and eat it too.
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