perception
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Posted:Jan 28, 2020 7:41 pm
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Today was no exception...
I curled my hair for a change and realized just how much grey hair I'm starting to accumulate. Part of me wanted to cry when I noticed I now have a few regulars in my bangs....
Just one more thing to add to the list of my flaws.
Frizzy hair, oily skin, dark circles under my eyes, can't tan, overweight.....
I stand before the mirror and pick myself apart every single day.
Which means I start my day, every day, feeling unworthy and defeated.
Here's the thing, though....
When I emerged from the bathroom after brushing my teeth my said to me "You're hair looks pretty, mom."
And, she genuinely meant it.
When I got to work, every coworker I passed smiled and said Hi to me. One of them told me she'd made cookies and had put one on my desk for me so I would get one before they were gone.
She was so excited to share a cookie with me.
When I went to leave for the day, my ex-husband and were waiting outside my office. He decided to drop her off today so I wouldn't have to drive out of my way to go get her.
He does this a couple of days a week.... He drives out of his way to drop her off so I don't have to.
Which brings me to my point.
It's all a matter of perception.
If only I could see myself the way everyone else does. If only I could be as kind to myself as I am to everyone else.
If only...
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Slut
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Posted:Jan 27, 2020 7:51 pm
Last Updated:Apr 28, 2024 2:34 pm
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So a friend made a casual passing remark that I was a slut. It was not meant to be a hurtful comment but it did get me thinking. I’m still young and enjoy the fun and attention of being with different guys but how many do you think?
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Anticipation
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Posted:Jan 26, 2020 7:33 pm
Last Updated:Apr 28, 2024 2:34 pm
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So I reached a member which I rarely do. Not many men on this site catch attention, but this just came of no where. I made the first . He completely caught eye with his amazing smile, It gave goosebumps, or as I described him, butterflies! I ready his brief bio, looked through his pics (not a single dick pic) and read his stats.
OMG!!!! heart began race as he is perfect in the sense of wish list. All with the exception of the distance. However, he is not super far, and could potentially make the perfect FWB. Maybe I have been looking at the FWB distance a little wrong. I'm just thinking that maybe with him being about a 45 minute drive, just might be perfect. Far enough build the anticipation of see him, yet not so far that a frequent visit isn't possible. I'll have think about this for a bit. But first things first, I have meet him see if we have an attraction and chemistry in person first. If we do, then we can schedule a playdate. After the first playdate, then it's a matter of deciding if we are interested in pursing more playdates. At each step in this game, it could end abruptly. We will see what happens. But damn that smile is hauntingly sexy!
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Kisses
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Posted:Jan 24, 2020 7:44 pm
Last Updated:Jan 27, 2020 7:51 pm
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Have something absolutely private say ? Go ahead come closer and whisper it in ear. What you say will stay completely between the of us.
Thank you for stopping in. Have a seat, relax, share your thoughts and feelings.
Thankful kisses,
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Yes
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Posted:Jan 23, 2020 7:33 pm
Last Updated:Jan 27, 2020 7:53 pm
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A place relax, get naked, talk dirty, masturbate and have some fun. No clothes allowed.
Yes. I like Naughty N Kinky Romantic woman.
Yes. I like a Passionate N Insatiable Needy Woman.
Yes. I like holding hands N spooning N cuddling.
Yes. I at woman N masturbate daily 2-3.
Yes. I like Hairy N Trimmed N Shaved Pussy.
Yes. I have a Foot Fetish N Love Painting Toes.
Yes. I love oral N squirt N gush N swallowing.
Yes. I like BBW N Small boobs skinny woman.
Yes. I'm looking for Love N a Partner in Crime.
Yes. I would Shack up N even get Married
Yes. I Love the Taboo Life style n Naked Woman.
NO. I'm not looking for a night stand.
NO. I don't cheat on woman not style.
NO. I don't mind if your bi sexual and slutty.
NO. I don't mind if you need love and affection daily.
NO. I don't like woman with a ego N not friendly at all.
NO. I don't sleep with Men, But maybe a TV I would.
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Accident
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Posted:Jan 21, 2020 7:47 pm
Last Updated:Apr 28, 2024 2:34 pm
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Yesterday was not the best day...
Had just about finished the work day when the called me...
If any of you have a 20something, you know they don't "call"... they text...
Well after answering the phone to a hysterical individual I knew something really bad happened.
Turns out her and the roomie were on their way to work....
Traveling on an interstate so going about 70...
When another vehicle van or truck.... slammed into them just in front of the driver door at about 100 mph.
They spun around 3 times and slammed into a rock wall.
The roads were dry....
The asshole never even slowed down....
It took me an hour and forty five ,minutes to get to them....
I walked into the hospital to find her laying in the bed with a neck brace and still crying....
The poor ...
T.wo people were never more lucky to be honest....
They both have concussions, the has some bruised ribs... they are both sore as hell.... other than that, amazingly well.
Have you ever been in a really bad car accident?
Were you lucky or terribly injured?
I am exhausted but glad we all came home together late last night.
Lucky Kisses,
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welcome
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Posted:Jan 20, 2020 9:30 pm
Last Updated:Apr 28, 2024 2:34 pm
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am seeking a sweet, honest, good looking, , sexy, sensuous, passionate,
seductive, desirable, intelligent, compassionate and loving lady to love and
be loved , and to fulfill my fantasies of being sexually dominated. I am interested
in women, TS & TG's and men for normal sex.
Come fuck me like a little slut. Love to suck cock, eat
pussy and love to be fucked with strap ons.
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Feel Me
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Posted:Jan 19, 2020 8:07 pm
Last Updated:Apr 28, 2024 2:34 pm
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We've been too long tryin' to get along
Pretendin' that you're oh, so shy
I'm a natural ma'am doin' all I can
temperature is runnin'
Cry at night, no in sight
An' we got so much share
Talking's fine if you got the time
But I ain't got the time spare,
Do you wanna touch?
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Do you wanna touch?
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Do you wanna touch there, where?
Do you wanna touch?
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Do you wanna touch?
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Do you wanna touch there, where?
Every an' needs a little Joy
All you do is sit an' stare
Beggin' on knees, , won't you please?
Run your fingers through hair
, , whiskey and rye
Don't it make you feel so fine
Right or wrong don't it turn you on
Can't you see we're wasting time?
Do you wanna touch?
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Do you wanna touch?
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Do you wanna touch there, where?
Do you wanna touch?
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Do you wanna touch?
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Do you wanna touch there, where?
, , do you wanna touch there?
Touch you, touch , touch everybody
You touch , you know where, there
Oh , Oh !!!
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slut
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Posted:Jan 15, 2020 7:35 pm
Last Updated:Apr 28, 2024 2:34 pm
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I am a slut but does it mean I am wrong or weird Its a new discovery for both of us and we love to accept it now we realize after accepting it we both are pretty happy and now nothing to hide we are playing better and enjoying it better.....Happy fucking..bye
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kiss me
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Posted:Jan 12, 2020 8:12 pm
Last Updated:Apr 28, 2024 2:34 pm
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Kisses, over and over and over again,
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lusty
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Posted:Jan 6, 2020 8:04 pm
Last Updated:Jan 13, 2020 7:52 pm
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love u all sexy and lustful people love to join them all lets have happy fucking Jan
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Pain
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Posted:Jan 5, 2020 7:40 pm
Last Updated:Jan 6, 2020 8:01 pm
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"We must embrace pain and burn it as fuel for our journey." -Kenji Miyazawa
pain is a uniquely human indulgence.
The link between and pain is not confined the world of BDSM. study, in which researchers fMRI visualise the brains of women as they stimulated themselves climax, found that more than areas of the brain were active, including those involved in pain. Another found that cancer survivors, had nerves in their spinal cord cut relieve chronic abdominal pain, lost the ability have orgasms. If their pain returned, so did the orgasms.
The relationship between pain and pleasure in human sexuality is as profound as it is complex. It is a polarity that lives in each of us and deserves our curiosity. Sadly, it is not unusual for us close down situations that we fear will bring pain and discomfort. Replacing our tendency of avoidance with a capacity for wonder when it comes our pain associations with is eye opening and has the potential release an untapped capacity for pleasure. Each time I have I am struck the ecstatic release of deep pleasure, which ignites an equal release of intense pain. It is an internal space where sensation is leader and I have long wondered what begets what, if it is the intensity of the pain that arouses the pleasure or the other way around. So difficult it is tease , that I have come believe that the pain/pleasure of our deepest sexual release is in the .Given our biology, it is not terribly surprising that the practice of combining painful techniques with sexuality is ancient. Roman poets, ancient tribal drawings and even the Kama Sutra all refer safe practices of what has come be known as BDSM. This acronym, which refers Bondage, Discipline, Sadism and Masochism, reflects the ancient sexual rituals of sexual dominance and submission that have qualified sex throughout history.
Looking at how our sexual experience is mirrored in the emotions and soul of our relationship offers an illuminating perspective. is hypothesis: loving someone emotionally creates the pain/pleasure experience that lives in the body while making love them. The moments of deep connection and intimacy, vulnerability and nakedness are matched their opposite experience: feeling deeply hurt your lover, what was said, or, just as often, what went unsaid.
The act of loving in whatever form requires a willingness experience both the pain and pleasure. This is the piece of sustaining loving relationships that is easy miss, or at least misunderstand, and tragically the place where we walk away from the heart of what we want most.
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my wife
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Posted:Jul 8, 2019 10:59 pm
Last Updated:Apr 28, 2024 2:34 pm
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Wife fulfilled fantasy times 3
Well my wife and I have been married for about 5 years. Sex is still good but I was beginning think my fantasy of seeing her with a black stud would never happen. That is until last weekend. First let tell you a little about us. We are a middle aged white couple living in Maryland. I’m 5 10. 200 lbs and she I’d 5 5 130 with great tits. She says they are c but I think they are bigger. And her nipples stick way out when she is turned on.
Well even even before we got married I told her about my fantasy of seeing her with a black man. She seems interested watching porn sometimes and asking me to tell her some of the stories I read on the net. She seems to cum harder when I tell her the stories but has never given the green light to do anything but talk about it In bed and one time she went to a bar. She left me to tease me. She told me to give her a half how and come watch. So in a half hour I did and true to her word she was having a drink with a handsome black gentleman at the bar. We were out of town soon chance of anyone knowing us. It was very seeing him talk with her and buy her drinks. She even danced with him grinning hard and kissing on a slow song. But she told him good night and we met in the parking lot. We were both so turned on she gave me a blow job in the parking lot. We went to the hotel and fucked 2 more times talking about the encounter.
She told me he had asked about her being married and she said she was. That had made him jumpy but she assured him her husband wanted this. He said he had heard of this but it was a little too kinky for him to do in front of another man. She had told him that she couldn’t without me present so the night ended. Wow it was hot but left us both wanting more. I told her if we ever do it again I will go back to the room and hide. She can bring him back and he will never know.
That takes us to last weekend. Again we went to the city to have dinner gambling and I hoped some more playing. As lunch would have it I big on the blackjack table and we headed the bar spend some casino . The DJ was playing some music and as soon as we entered my wife told go somewhere and get a seat for the show. I did and watched as she walked the room looking for her prey. In no time she wen the bar where there were 3 black men sitting and talking. Before she could order of course they offered buy her a drink. She quickly accepted and the show starts. I watched as each guy took his turn trying to get her to be theirs tonight. It was so . Each danced bought her a drink. And each kissed her on the dance floor. After about 2 hours of this it was getting late. I wish I could be a fly on the wall. Just then she took out her phone. Her read honey I know your fancy and I’m in s bar with 3black men. I watched as each took turns kissing my wife in a picture and sending it to me. Then mute provocative photos. Hey touching their crouch. Her with them touching her tits. Her grinding one from behind with another kissing her. She said these nice gentleman are going to walk me to my room. Wish you were here.
That was was my sign to get moving. As discussed I got there and hid in the closet wondering who would win the prize or if she would even do anything. About 20 min later I get a picture of then arm in arm coming in the hotel door. All 3 of them. And then I heard the door open and all 4 of them were in our room. A few times I had told stories about 2 black men but never 3 hell I never thought she would do anything with 1. So I could hear her tell them only 1 drink and a few more pictures then you have to leave. They were pushing hard to do more. One guy suggests she should take a picture of her touching a bare cock. She finally agreed and before she knew it all 3 cocks were out. Good thing I had my phone on silent because they had her phone and were now sending the pictures. I could here then encourage her to jerk it. Kiss it. And they were touching her because I heard them say dam you are wet . I watched as the slide show of what I was hearing kept coming my phone. She began protest and I wondered what I would do if they didn’t stop.
Noe there was what that made know she was past stopping. A picture of her sucking a bbc and another guy with his fingers past her pantys. Her dress was hiked up over her hips. And I could hear she was liking it. I could hear them teasing her about and the pictures. They used this move her step by step. Oh. He will love see your hand on our cock. Oh he will love see you kiss a bbc. Oh he will love see a finger in you. Baby let just rub it on your pussy. I hear her say that’s not rubbing on it you are in. He said dam that thing sucked in. All the while I kept getting pictures. She asked him take it and put a condom on but neither of them had one. We use condoms but they are in the closet with . He kept rubbing it on and in her until they all were naked. I could hear them and see from the pictures they were taking turns. My wife was cumming like crazy. Their chucks were all reaching places I had never been.
There was no playing now Each guy was taking her doggie while the other was getting a BJ. And the other taking pictures. It wasn’t long before I heard one announce the he was cumming. I hoped it was the one getting the BJ but as the picture came in I knew better. Each BBC took their turn cumming in my wife till they were all spent. See saw them to the door and as it. Loses I came of the closet. I said what happened and her response was just get in bed and get this sperm . I are her while she had 3 more organisms. And took my Turk planning seed. What a nightt.
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