First blog: Desire
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Posted:Feb 1, 2015 2:28 pm
Last Updated:Feb 1, 2015 8:18 pm
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At a young age I realized that when it came to attraction, I wasn't like everyone else. I wasn't really attracted to people that much. I thought it was supposed to happen, but after a while no one was really attractive. I realized that I could control who I was attracted to. I mostly only get attracted to women, with a few rare guys, but I think part of it was a combination of low self esteem and only being attracted to guys who looked a way I wanted to look. I am trying to change that. Today I spent part of the day walking around playing a game in my head called "would I suck his dick?" Usually it was no, but now I am getting more willing. Because lately I have been fantasizing of being with a couple, man and woman. And another part is being with many couples, and being fucked by the men, being used by them. being double teamed by them. And then afterward being with the women, by themselves or with their significant other.
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