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Swinging Been On Hold For Awhile
Posted:Nov 19, 2013 10:38 am
Last Updated:May 12, 2024 7:11 am
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I haven't really gotten a chance to swing all that much. I have one playmate that I rarely see.

I am still in major recovery from life changing surgery. So My mobility and flexibility isn't exactly what is was. I know I'll get there. BUt it is slow going and this is only stage one.

Because of that I feel more than a little frustrated. At least now my sexual appetite has returned.

I am usually very activity in bed with someone or someone's. So I feel like I am not the best lover these days. I am a little gun shy and It's been awhile since I felt safe in the swinging community.

I understand that most people don't find a person in recovery very sexy.On good days I can do quite a lot physically. But I still tire out easy. I am used to be able to go for six hours plus. So I feel I'm a little rusty.

I miss coming over and over again. I miss having sexual abandon. I miss fucking. Had sex only twice this year and well I think I need more. lol

So I'm starting my life over again and it's time to take some risks again. Slowly.

I need a steady playmate. Someone that I too can call on for a booty call. Usually so far it's been the other way around. I only get called when the other is available. I never have had someone who could actually give to me when I needed it.

It was always on their terms. I need a middle ground.
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My First Time Alone
Posted:Nov 4, 2012 12:17 pm
Last Updated:Nov 19, 2013 10:27 am
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I usually go to events with my protector. I think I graduated.

I was incredibly nervous as I was rusty and hadn't played since september first.

I knew this playmate. He has always been kind. He saw I was nervous. I wen alone into the hotel room where there were two men.
My usual immediate reaction is fear.

I was careful to explain my limits.

I started to strip and he took me from behind in a scissors position. I was still wearing my heels and lingerie.

He was gentle and rough when I wanted it. He KNEW what he was doing. I am not a size queen and I was afraid my tightness might be a problem.

But it wasn't I gushed a little and was very pleased. I wanted to play with him again that night but I got lost. Due to a prank pulled on me.

I hope I get to play with him again.

I felt safe and I had exquisite pleasure and am looking for more!
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Where I Am At
Posted:Nov 4, 2012 12:12 pm
Last Updated:May 12, 2024 7:11 am
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Well I have been in the swinging scene now for about a two years. I am still getting used to the interface here.

I am geting more and more of my confidence back. Sometimes I don't understand why people can be so cruel.

I have found that once I feel safe. I am much better at letting my hair down and letting go to desire.
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New Sort of
Posted:May 15, 2011 11:41 pm
Last Updated:May 12, 2024 7:11 am
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I am new to swinging. But so far I love it. Have had great positive experiences. Good people.
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