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I miss you Todd  

Jdotenifer6 67F
16 posts
2/13/2020 8:32 am
I miss you Todd

I lay here prostrate on the earth, future laid out before me. I need only pull myself to my feet and proceed, yet even that simple task seems dauntingly impossible. Such a simple thing for even a baby, and I could proceed with gleeful joyous life, yet here I remain; flat on the ground; unable to sidestep even the simplest emotion. What then am I to do?

Today I stood at the stern of the ship watching the sea pass; the swirling of water churned out by the propellers and watching as we swiftly abandoned each bubble, each foamy cascade; My life in a ships wake. But it wasn’t long before I had to move along; before emotion overwhelmed me again. Keep it together was all I could think.

Overall I am happy with my life. I have had an interesting if not adventurous one. Most people I meet have no idea the depth and scope of my adventures, but if I try revealing my experiences they become skeptical; I become skeptical.

At some there has to be someone I can relate to else how can I continue? With Todd, I thought I had met that person, but he is gone now ... while I continue... To where... I have no idea.

There comes a in everyone’s life when the realization of unavoidable loneliness strikes the heart. I’ve seen it manifest itself many times, many ways in the lives of friends and family; It’s a natural consequence of aging. The question though, is it fate?

hardplay1952 72M
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41 posts
11/23/2021 6:06 am

 Hugs. I guess we have to move forward no matter what. It hurts particularly when your kink is such that it makes finding a partner difficult. I was lucky to find another. I hope you find what you need as well as what you want.


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