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My Mistake  

Crzygryl 58F
162 posts
6/15/2017 6:18 pm
My Mistake

I made a mistake, I often do.
I let my guard down and trusted you.
So soon after letting an oaf shake my spirit.
My heart I should guard, let no one near it.

I told you I'd play and there'd be no emotion.
As a sexual partner you had my devotion.
I tried to pretend your neglect can't effect me
But my psyche disparaged each time you'd reject me.

How did this happen , I'd have never guessed?
That fucking you so good would make me a mess.
And your actions and words conflict I have seen.
Which kept me confused, fuck say what you mean!

First I abhored you, then I adored you.
You fit me just right as we fucked all those nights.
The attention you gave kept me happy inside,
I hoped that our feelings might soon coincide!

( I know its a man thing...involving your pride)
Ignoring me while I stay broken inside!

My heart got attached, tho not my intention.
A pound of cure worth an ounce of prevention?
I was filled with desire , and eager to play
But you took what you wanted then threw me away!

If someday you find yourself craving my taste,
Resist the temptation, don't give in to haste.
Rejection from you leaves me wanting to die!
Why is it so hard to just say goodbye?

I still cannot decide if being the victim/recipient of a sex addict/deviant/kindred spirit is a good thing or a bad thing???
CrzyGryl
BKDOMwhtbbwsub 53M/49F
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6/15/2017 6:45 pm

 I loved it very well written


Crzygryl replies on 6/19/2017 2:31 am:
Thank you...anxious to get to know some fellow writers!!

GreenEyedLady_60 64F
1925 posts
6/15/2017 7:51 pm

 Very good poem...I made a mistake like that once...
Be Honest..Be Sincere...Be REAL


Crzygryl replies on 6/19/2017 2:34 am:
We all do...thankfully some of us have ways to express Our pain makes life a little easier

SeussFan 56F
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34 posts
6/15/2017 8:32 pm

 Rejection ~
such a painful thing.
Enjoyed your poem.


Crzygryl replies on 6/19/2017 2:38 am:
Rejection is the thing that I fear most that I loathe , I hate and despise wise and I experience the most

porterpiper1 57F
3755 posts
6/15/2017 10:58 pm

 wow that almost sound like most women, we try not to get attach but it happens, it is written so beautiful, well written


Crzygryl replies on 6/19/2017 2:39 am:
It's not our fault... we don't get attached or motions to this damned emotions very thing makes us who we are, makes us cool

txslowpoke 70M  
2557 posts
6/16/2017 2:53 am

 wasnt a mistake to do, was mistake in person you gave into to... dont be afraid to try again...


Crzygryl replies on 6/19/2017 2:40 am:
I don't know if I could call it given and I didn't really have much control over the situation at least that's what it felt like I was hooked

greekphilosopher 61M
4077 posts
6/16/2017 5:16 am

 You put that in a lovely way. It happens often for some on here. Emotion is present, even if we never meant it to be there in the first place.


Crzygryl replies on 6/19/2017 2:44 am:
If two people are having a one night stand I could see where there could be no emotion and if two people are friends and not really involved in each others lives again it makes sense but when two people are connecting in the most primitive Carmal way for hours and hours at a time to the point of a Tantric type physical state for two months you have to be a stone or a robot to not get emotionally involved.

man4magik 59M
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6/16/2017 4:43 pm

 For a beautiful woman, men are hard to choose.


Crzygryl replies on 6/19/2017 2:45 am:
I think people are hard to choose. Too much variety maybe who knows?

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