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The hippie will more than likely never change. Do you have any Primal Urges ... I do, please CUMHANDLEME and explore some of my naughty and nice Primal ... Urges with me !!!
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Your analysis was a bleak one. But hang on a sec, how many times have you said, "This is the last time I'm speaking with him?" 😶 I understand; having hope for a person you cared for is a tricky thing to give up. Ya think he, maybe, perhaps, kinda — sorta — might veer towards the right lane? 🤔 ❓ ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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Right or wrong, we make them every day. Every day... We live with the consequences as well. I talked to the Hippie on the phone on Friday, probably a bad choice on my part. He had texted me and told me the Mighty Marine and I had inspired him to make some positive change in his life. I was curious. Turns out the positive change was giving up marijuana. Not because he wanted to.... But because he was penniless and could not afford it. He went on to tell me about how he had spent nearly all of his money for years on marijuana and he now regretted it. I kept it to myself, but this pissed me right the fuck off. Really?!? And, in that time that we were seeing each other, and he was always broke, and I was always paying for everything.... It was because he spent his money on drugs. The worst part was, he was perfectly ok with expecting a struggling single mom to pay his way through everything. I listened as he went on to tell me that his family has completely abandoned him and he has gone into survival mode, living on one canned good a day and collecting firewood in the woods around him because his dad did not have any firewood sent out to his house this year. "You might be taking care of me and [the Spawn] this winter. Everyone has abandoned me." Did he really think he was going to slip that in there?? And that I would say yes?!? "Nope, just [the Spawn]." "What was that?" "I said just [the Spawn]. You're a grown man, it's time to act like it." There was a long silence as he realized I wasn't about to just take him in and fix his problem. I went on to ask him if he's been looking for a job and where he has applied. He's applied nowhere. The same old story about how he owes money for student loans and old credit card bills and now the government for collecting unemployment when he shouldn't have been started coming out..... I'd heard it all before. "Stop. You've got to quit doing this. This is NEVER going away so you might as well get a job and deal with the garnishments." Another long silence. This man chose to burn all those bridges with his family. He kicked his father out of his home and threatened to end his life, what did he expect? It kind of takes away that feeling of obligation to support your loser son. This man has probably been spending thousands of dollars year after year on wood deliveries for the Hippie because he knew the Hippie wouldn't be doing it for himself. He was correct. This year is proof in point. Winter is upon us and he is completely unprepared. There was a time when I though the Hippie had promise and hope, that he would turn things around and get back on track. It took me a while to realize, this was never going to happen. Even now, as he's hovering around rock bottom, he's still trying to find that next meal ticket instead of getting his shit together. I felt some closure when I ended that call. I will probably not know how he fares this winter or if he ever finds a job, my communication with the Hippie has reached an end. I do hope he will finally open his eyes and get his life on track. He is the only person that can do that for him.
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