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Blogs > secret_lade > Ramblings of the depraved.....

It's 3:37 am...  

secret_lade 49F
14390 posts
12/1/2019 12:56 am
It's 3:37 am...

Of course I can't sleep.

So, here I lay, in the middle of the night, watching scary movies in bed and contemplating the meaning of life.

If THAT doesn't lull me to sleep, I don't know what will....

The storm that has been expected is finally here, I can hear the ice and freezing rain pelting the wall next to my bed. I can't even imagine what the state of things will be tomorrow, I'm just glad I don't have to work.

There are times, on nights like tonight, when I can't shut off my mind, I start to feel a little lonely.

secret_lade 49F
9227 posts
12/1/2019 1:02 pm
    Quoting easy_going2014:
    was torn between the time and the feeling

    this one won out

    hmm

    Meghan Trainor - "3am"

    I can't believe I'm still doing this
    I told myself a month ago that I'd be through with this
    I'm looking at my phone, and wondering if you're home
    I'm kinda tipsy, I ain't tryna sleep alone
    Somebody told me that some other girl was hugging you
    Baby you know I'm the one that should be loving you
    You know we had a thing baby it's such a shame
    I still get crazy every time I hear your name
    I know it's complicated
    But you know I'm impatient
    3am, yo I'm texting you once again
    Even though I'm hanging with my friends
    I can't help it, I can't help myself, no
    3am, I might be looking for a late night friend
    And baby I can't get you out my head
    I can't help it, I can't help myself, no
I haven't heard a Meghan Train or song in forever. I wasn't up texting anyone last night, but I'd be lying if I said I wasn't thinking about someone at some point. It's funny how someone can populate your thoughts while you least expect it.


secret_lade 49F
9227 posts
12/1/2019 12:58 pm
    Quoting 6inchjoey:
    insomnia sucks I get that sometimes too for no reason.rrrrrr
For me, it's my anxiety that causes my sleep issues. I've tried meletonin, not a big help. My mother overdosed on sleeping pills.... so I have a dislike for them and never take them.


6inchjoey 54M
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12/1/2019 11:09 am

 insomnia sucks I get that sometimes too for no reason.rrrrrr


easy_going2014 57M
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14366 posts
12/1/2019 10:47 am

 was torn between the time and the feeling

this one won out

hmm

Meghan Trainor - "3am"

I can't believe I'm still doing this
I told myself a month ago that I'd be through with this
I'm looking at my phone, and wondering if you're home
I'm kinda tipsy, I ain't tryna sleep alone
Somebody told me that some other girl was hugging you
Baby you know I'm the one that should be loving you
You know we had a thing baby it's such a shame
I still get crazy every time I hear your name
I know it's complicated
But you know I'm impatient
3am, yo I'm texting you once again
Even though I'm hanging with my friends
I can't help it, I can't help myself, no
3am, I might be looking for a late night friend
And baby I can't get you out my head
I can't help it, I can't help myself, no
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KX450F2016 55M
193 posts
12/1/2019 9:11 am

 I have heard those were good but have never seen them


secret_lade 49F
9227 posts
12/1/2019 8:46 am
    Quoting seems6666:
    THAT is annoying, but I certainly wouldn't watch scary movies American werewolf in London scared the crap out of me many moons ago,,, and I've never watched a scary movie since
There are a few I've only watched once. Silence Of The Lambs..... Most of them I just find entertaining.


secret_lade 49F
9227 posts
12/1/2019 8:44 am
    Quoting mc_justmc:
    What I hate about winter is the feeling of living in a cave. I need to be out in the air and sunshine to feel right. Forecast is upper 60s and sunny today!
Lucky you..... we're in the midst of a winter storm. It's a whiteout out there at the moment.


secret_lade 49F
9227 posts
12/1/2019 8:43 am
    Quoting Paulxx001:
    Midnight cooking...
    Put a mindless show or movie in the background and play with food. 😊 👍
    I don't bother trying to get to sleep, when my mind is busy.
    I get outta bed and get busier. Why fight it?
I have my kids this weekend, didn't want to make too much noise. Sometimes I do get up and clean during the night.


secret_lade 49F
9227 posts
12/1/2019 8:42 am
    Quoting KX450F2016:
    I was working on my house remodeling, then watched a couple episodes of "House" LOL. I slept too sound and too late this morning..... Thanks to a beer and meds that made me sleepy. So what movies did you watch?
Sleepwalkers, What Lies Beneath, and The Mothman Prophecies.... I've watched them before, but all 3 are pretty good.


KX450F2016 55M
193 posts
12/1/2019 8:35 am

 I was working on my house remodeling, then watched a couple episodes of "House" LOL. I slept too sound and too late this morning..... Thanks to a beer and meds that made me sleepy. So what movies did you watch?


Paulxx001 67M
22642 posts
12/1/2019 7:29 am

 Midnight cooking...
Put a mindless show or movie in the background and play with food. 😊 👍
I don't bother trying to get to sleep, when my mind is busy.
I get outta bed and get busier. Why fight it?


mc_justmc 64M

12/1/2019 7:04 am

 What I hate about winter is the feeling of living in a cave. I need to be out in the air and sunshine to feel right. Forecast is upper 60s and sunny today!


Bakouncut 61M  
102 posts
12/1/2019 6:41 am

 I would love to be there and help you get your mind off of life and onto something much more fun.


Thiccocck8 48M

12/1/2019 6:10 am

 What u need is a good licking


Saugschwanz5 43M

12/1/2019 5:57 am

 RS-Plays ?


seems6666 53F  
4838 posts
12/1/2019 5:26 am

 THAT is annoying, but I certainly wouldn't watch scary movies American werewolf in London scared the crap out of me many moons ago,,, and I've never watched a scary movie since


secret_lade 49F
9227 posts
12/1/2019 4:16 am

 Good night folks....


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