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Blogs > gymrat1974 > ManwranglerJen

Losing Control  

gymrat1974 49F  
1055 posts
5/7/2016 4:08 am
Losing Control

I like to control things, probably far more than I should. New guy is trying to build anticipation, but he's also working on taking away my absolute need to control everything. And I get it. His way can be fun and exciting. But isn't it also just a tad disrespectful? Make no promises? Offer nothing in the way of guarantees, but still somehow have you wrapped around his finger? No, he hasn't done anything wayward toward me. I just don't like feeling like I'm in the middle of a game for two when I'm just sitting here waiting. And I'm not one to wait. Don't want to show me the love? Fine! I may want you, but I'm sure I can find someone who wants me enough to satisfy my urges while you're prepping me for whatever you have in store. Maybe this is the attitude that ruins everything. But I'm not a patient woman. And why do you get to have all the control? Of course, he said from the outset that I was definitely free to end things if I didn't like him or if I wasn't having any fun. But damn him! He knows I already like him. And when I'm in his presence, there's bound to be fun.

JCertification 38M
15 posts
5/8/2016 9:43 pm


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