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My Venting Put His To Shame A Poem
My Venting Put His To Shame A Poem It could have been another Crushing blow for my self esteem But since I had that done me the day before I was somehow able deal better with it. When some callous words Were written in a message. That was a former lover venting About his relationship ending And how he could not find Someone was a successful Professional with their life together. Those words could have Stabbed my heart in the past As I knew he considered me Less than living Up to his standards. I told him I did not know what to say About his situation as I would never Be a successful professional With my life together. He responded with it was not meant To be a reflection of me. Which then prompted me to say It was funny. How his words might have Hurt me the day before but due some things I had come terms with regarding Someone had seemed interested had decided on ghosting And an ex lover had found Someone more suitable. I resorted self deprecation Of saying no can see me As their girlfriend As I must not have much offer My heart and my brain (that works sometimes) Not enough for anyone. But I do like sex and That is what guys have Used me for. He did not respond. My venting might have put His shame. But I doubt it. He was selfish s.o.b. I have come realize. I kind of figured that But it took this conversation To prove my hypothesis. Independently Romantic Sounds Better Than Lonely |
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Sorry for the diatribe I am kind of using this like a diary at the moment. LOL Independently Romantic Sounds Better Than Lonely
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very insightful and well written
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