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Have you ever said that you were sorry for something you did, and then realized that that might not
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Have you ever said that you were sorry for something you did, and then realized that that might not Have you ever said that you were sorry for something you did, and then realized that that might not be enough... The other day, I felt so sick that I loaded myself up with cough & cold medicine and advil and what not... Then, I went to work and I felt like I was in slow motion the entire day... You know the movie 'Old School' when Will Ferrell shoots himself in the neck with the dart gun and starts dreaming and moving in slow motion... Well, that's how I felt... and, then I made the mistake that I shouldn't have done... I had some time in between meetings and I took a sneak peek at some blogs... I luv reading blogs... and, some of the goddesses that post, post some very interesting ones... Well, I wasn't feeling good and people looked at me funny and asked me what was I taking and when I told them, they said I shouldn't take anymore, 'cause I wasn't making sense.. so, I didn't, but, the damage had been done... Like I said, I was reading blogs and I comment on your blogs by stating your name and saying hello, and thank you for your post... except in this instance, I posted the name of another blogger responding to the post... Yes, I felt like an idiot... I can remember a woman screaming out someone else's name once when I thought we were making luv... when, she realized her mistake, she started crying and apologized saying that her medications were causing her to think funny... I looked into her eyes and said it was ok, and for her not to worry... I accepted her apology... But, as I wrote an apology to the blogger that I had posted the wrong name, it got me to thinking about a Josefine Chronholm song played on the sountrack of the movie "MirrorMask" called: "If I apologize..." "If I apologised It wouldn't make it all unhappen Wouldn't make the darkness go away..." So, I hope that if you are reading my blog, that you will accept my apology... "If I apologised It wouldn't mean I was forgiven It wouldn't mean you wanted me to stay..." We've not really met in person, but, we have communicated via blogs and messages, and I know that you have feelings... hopefully, you will be forgiving and know that it was done in a moment of weakness brought out on account of too much medicine... "But it's a dream When you seem To be walking into the sun We're on first Unrehearsed And we still don't know what we've done So we don't say anything..." Although we've not met face to face, we have shared some interesting comments... the sin was not a big one, but, still one not to be forgotten... "If I apologised I don't suppose you'd even notice Even though I'd whisper it inside..." So, hear me gently whisper to you... 'I apologize'... incorporating the lyrics in this short writing... "If I apologised We could be the perfect couple Well we could, but only in my mind..." Yes, we might be the perfect couple if we truly knew each other, but, then again, maybe only in my mind... in this island far away... "But if you ask For the mask Then we're tumbling on through the dark But we wait And it's too late And we only had to be asked So we don't say anything..." Ask me for my reasons, and I will have already told you, and I will tell you again... and again, if need be... you've never asked me for anything... I like that... "Couldn't hurt to try it Couldn't hurt too much to try It's there beyond the quiet It couldn't hurt too much to fly..." So, please forgive me... hopefully, it didn't hurt too much... Deep in the recesses of your mind, you know the easy going way of this gentle soul... a quiet person pursuing angels with imaginary wings to alight on me, with the hope of pleasurable moments... ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Josefine Chronholm signs this beautiful song written by 'Iain Ballamy' -- 'If I apologized'... from the movie 'MirrorMask'... If I apologised It wouldn't make it all unhappen Wouldn't make the darkness go away If I apologised It wouldn't mean I was forgiven It wouldn't mean you wanted me to stay But it's a dream When you seem To be walking into the sun We're on first Unrehearsed And we still don't know what we've done So we don't say anything If I apologised I don't suppose you'd even notice Even though I'd whisper it inside If I apologised We could be the perfect couple Well we could, but only in my mind But if you ask For the mask Then we're tumbling on through the dark But we wait And it's too late And we only had to be asked So we don't say anything Couldn't hurt to try it Couldn't hurt too much to try It's there beyond the quiet It couldn't hurt too much to fly... ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- thanks for the read... is this too much??? To leave private messages, please use my confidential mailbox at my blog: Good luck!!!  |
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maybe thanks for your comment... Hopefully, I'll find out if she responds to this blog... Have a great weekend! To leave private messages, please use my confidential mailbox at my blog: Good luck!!!
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Hi SnuggleBuni41. thanks for the visit and the comments on my blog... I hope that she sees it that way as well... time will tell... let's see what her response will be... have a great day!!! To leave private messages, please use my confidential mailbox at my blog: Good luck!!!
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Hi Joy. Thanks for sharing your experience. I think it will work out in the end, as she is on this site... I'm waiting for her response! Have a great day! To leave private messages, please use my confidential mailbox at my blog: Good luck!!!
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BTW... Did you get a chance to listen to the song? Maybe I don't need to put lyrics in my posts... Some, seem to enjoy them... Hard to say because I'm not getting response from the views, just a handful. However, in my messages people are telling me that they want more, and not to focus on responses.... So, how do I know??? Just sayin' To leave private messages, please use my confidential mailbox at my blog: Good luck!!!
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Hi Joy... you are a good egg! To leave private messages, please use my confidential mailbox at my blog: Good luck!!!
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A few times and really regret it big time. Sometime you just have to think before speaking. People understand when your not feeling well just tell them that. hugssssss V Become a blog watcher sweet_vm
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A few times and really regret it big time. Sometime you just have to think before speaking. People understand when your not feeling well just tell them that. hugssssss V thanks for your comments. I didn't think I was along on this one... I think it's going to be ok... Have a great week!!! To leave private messages, please use my confidential mailbox at my blog: Good luck!!!
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Everyone is entitled to make a mistake. You immediately tried to rectify the situation by apologizing. My Mom always said, 'I can forgive but I can't forget'. She didn't mean that she held grudges. It was her way of filing things away in her memory so that if a situation came up again, she could draw on her previous experience and put it in perspective. Let's hope, your online friend sees the comments and support you are getting and will accept your apology and move forward. 
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Everyone is entitled to make a mistake. You immediately tried to rectify the situation by apologizing. My Mom always said, 'I can forgive but I can't forget'. She didn't mean that she held grudges. It was her way of filing things away in her memory so that if a situation came up again, she could draw on her previous experience and put it in perspective. Let's hope, your online friend sees the comments and support you are getting and will accept your apology and move forward. Thanks for your comments!!! She did see my comments and she was ok with it... When I wrote this I tried to add the overall perspective of the fact that something happened and an apology was required, but what did it mean... It let me use one of my fav songs from the movie "Mirror Mask" You know how I luv women and music... Thanks again!!! To leave private messages, please use my confidential mailbox at my blog: Good luck!!!
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