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WTF is wrong with me?!?!?!?!?!?!?  

sexymilf4u79 44F
24 posts
12/27/2014 7:25 pm
WTF is wrong with me?!?!?!?!?!?!?

I seriously doubt it but maybe you guys can help. WTF is wrong with me? I ask this bc after denial and self doubt I have concluded I am in love with a person that will never love me in return and to me the worst of all he values something I cannot understand and that is materialistic things over ANYTHING else, which is fine whatever makes him happy even though I know, he isn`t really happy he just does it bc he has to. On my fathers grave I will put myself in the ground before I depend on anyone to take care of me, I have had that thrown in my face enough for a lifetime, I won`t have it thrown in my face ever again. I have 3 and regardless of what anyone thinks I can take care of them completely by myself and I don`t need anyone.

With this being said how can a grown man allow a women to take care of him? I don`t understand it and probably never will. I wasn`t raised that way and no matter how many dumb ass friends I have I cannot get with that way of thinking because I might be alot of things but a free loading bitch I AM NOT!!!!!

justskin1 72M
13175 posts
12/27/2014 9:28 pm

 You sound like you are suffering from that rather sad condition called Being Human. I suspect he has some qualities you really like and what you consider the potential for some that you really like. Then too chemistry sometimes occurs between people who have no good ties of other sorts.
If you see me in the real world, come say "Hi Justskin."

I always behave. Preferably not well.


laceyday 62M/58F

12/28/2014 12:46 am

 Speaking from experience, I, too did not let anyone get close to me. I did not want to rely on anyone for anything because of the let downs and disappointments. But, finally, I have someone. Each day I wake up with her is an adventure. When she says she has my back, I do not look over my shoulder, I know she is there. We almost let each other go because of past relationships. Do not let the people of your past dictate your future. Be brave but be careful. Don't let someone go that could possibly be your future.


segabot 51M
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18 posts
1/5/2015 11:17 am

 I have loved a person before that didn't love me back and to me that was the worst feeling I have ever had. So I had to break away and learn to love myself. After that I will never again love a person that don't love me in return. WTF is wrong with you is that you first got to love yourself then you will realize that person is not even worst loving in the first place


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