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So Uncompromising
So Uncompromising Part of a post written 6 years ago.... ---------- A woman asked - How can you be so uncompromising in your choices? Aren't you going to end up by yourself with no one? Well, it is MY time. 3:41 AM. It is quiet and yet the energies around Me are swirling around in a maelstrom of activity. I have eaten My salad and My French Bread Pizza. I am at peace. I feel the Christmas holiday night energy soft and aromatic. I hear the tinkle of soft sounds just above My hearing range. I smell nutmeg and cinnamon and small green Christmas cookies and cherries.... And yet I have not a one of those things in My house. It is more a remembrance of holidays past, when I had family alive, when I heard in the hall, when I swiped cookies and candy for the younger cousins and nieces and nephews - and they for Me Bad memories truly do fade over time, but the good ones remain. Really they do. Sometimes you have to be alone, like Me, and older, like Me, for all that to take place. But it does. The last slave I had in Real was perhaps as far back as a year or so ago. It was a bit tempestuous as I *am* the strictest most controlling Master on this Earth Hahahahaha As I was taught to be in much older times. Very very few come from that time, much less remember it. And fewer can even begin to understand and appreciate the<b> enormous </font></b>freedom of The Box, for a slave in today's watered down and diluted world.... Where intensity is simply another name for inflicting more pain and has nothing to do with the mind, the heart, the Soul.... I do not say all of this in a negative way, despite how it reads. I rather state what to Me is the obvious. I do not settle for what is not right for Me. I do not dishonour the teachings of those I respect nor the life I live and have lived for so very many years. Would I want another in My life? Of course. But Honour demands that I be true to Myself. Integrity demands that I am congruent in My ways. The Code of Conduct I was raised by and trained with has become so ingrained that it is indeed who and what I am. If I remain alone for the rest of My days, so be it. I am at peace with Myself. I respect My life and where it has taken Me. And, as the great Masters who trained Me said so many many decades ago, such is the mark of a True Master - but never call Yourself that. That is for others to do.... One is never permitted to self-title oneself, didn't you know that? |
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