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Blogs > itzchic824 > The Voices Inside

2nd Father's Day without my Dad  

itzchic824 37F
1215 posts
6/15/2014 9:37 am

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11/23/2017 6:49 pm
2nd Father's Day without my Dad
Well 2nd Father's Day without my Dad. Next month will be 2 yrs since lung cancer took him. Feels like just yesterday and it feels like he's just away and will be back. I don't cry constantly anymore but certain moments will make me sad. I still feel it was so unfair, but that won't bring him back.

I realize how few pics I have with him when I was trying to find some for this entry. I wish he was here so I could buy him something, hell to buy him his lousy cigarettes. I'd buy those randomly and his face would light up when I'd throw them in his lap when I came home from work. Something that made him happy killed him. *sigh* The last thing I bought him was a new pair of shoes for Father's Day. He was so happy and Mom said he showed them off saying his bought them for him. He only got to wear them like 4 or 5 times out before he could no longer walk.

Well anyway Happy Father's Day Dad. Just cause you're not here doesn't mean I can't wish you one.

I sent an Angel to watch over you last night, it returned in a hurry. I asked why, it said "Angels can't watch porn." Thanks for fucking traumatizing my fucking Angel!

Don't bother trying to figure me out. Not even the little voices in my head understand me. It's pointless!
Mike32728 52M
944 posts
6/15/2014 10:36 am

 My thoughts go out to you, I lost my mom in 2009.

Losing a parent is very tough.


sonyisback 60F
Ask me for a photo
282 posts
6/15/2014 12:42 pm

 hugs for you, i just lost my dad April 19th. Its so fresh in my mind, and now i am close to losing my mom, i cry at the weirdest times, thinking about my dad. Their spirit is always with us. I am sure you have wonderful memories. Have a good day.


sweet_VM 65F
81699 posts
6/15/2014 2:13 pm

 Sorry for your lost and you do have some awesome pics to always remember him by.. Growing up without a Mom or Dad is very tough on a kid.. I know my Mother passed away when I was younger.. hugs V

ty for sharing..
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hiddenmythology 44M
9643 posts
6/15/2014 8:34 pm

 sending you huge hugs
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travellerabc123 54M
Ask me for a photo
3989 posts
6/16/2014 3:48 pm

 He's a good looking guy. And from the looks on your faces, you look happy. Sorry for your loss.
Embrace the suck


itzchic824 replies on 6/16/2014 6:08 pm:
Yes he was when he shaved and wasn't busy being drunk. He could be very attractive.

sensualpassion72 59M/51F
3559 posts
6/17/2014 3:27 am

 I'm sure he's still with you in many ways!!! Handsome man..


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