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What exactly am I doing...
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What exactly am I doing... I do wonder sometimes.. what is it I am actually looking for..I am very sensual, I have a playful mind..but here I don't engage with that many people on here because I need to engage mentally.. you have to be interesting to me... you just have to. And if your a great kisser...well then hmmm.. Then if your interesting to me, your interesting to me.. and then I get confused...what is it I am looking for? Am I on the wrong kind of website? Should I just be on some dating site... and then get playful..open up my imagination to them...open up their imagination to me... In the dark darkest of night, I wondered about your words...it made me feel like a cheap solution until you had more...I was good enough for that but not anything else...maybe insecure..yeah I guess I am. More than I thought. Play with me........ |
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7/20/2009 2:07 pm |
love to chat with you sometime
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7/20/2009 2:08 pm |
i to am confussed given up on winks and alot of fakes on this site
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Some times we do not know what we are seeking or where to look. I have a profile here & another on a simple dating site.. I do however have a bit more of an idea of what I am seeking. Please read & comment on my last blog. It will give you an idea of who I am,, Ok don't take that wrong,, I am not coming on to you. I have read your profile & know that I am to old & to far form you as well.. But I think it may let others know that I am more than just a dirty old man lol.. I do hope you find all the joy you seek in life Hun.
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Hey thanks for nosing..was kinda of writing this for myself...feel like words are good to set down.. makes things clearer sometimes..so I can look back and look forward too. Though I might chat to people outside London, its rare. Sorry. Free - Can be confusing I know..but just take your time here and in life..there are actually some amazing people around... Play with me........
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well im not from there likeableman19
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I know what you are doing . you are hiding that beautiful face
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Plentyoffish might be the dating site you are looking for if you decide to go in a different direction.  AKA The Clit Whisperer. 
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I understand your feelings exactly! I go through the same kind of thing. We all go through the feelings of being wanted and wanting the feel and touch of another person. Just wanted to let you know you are not alone out there.
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I find it kinda humorous and wonder what ppl mean or experience they had to say there are alot of fakes on this site? What makes a person fake? (other than the obvious fake profile man posing as female and vicce versa) Are you saying there are alot of fakes because you didnt get the desired response, needs werent met or outcome in that someone you approached didnt drop to her knees or flop on your bed? Im seriously curious.... I know being female on here we get alot of emails and although I do try to not be a raving cunt to ANYONE, I also can\'t or wont fuck everyone that approaches me. (for various reasons) I have met ALOT of really nice, good people that I now consider friends... and chances are really good that I wont have sex with 90% of them.. that doesnt make me or any of them FAKE. and thats the end of my ramblings....  have a great day.. xoxo
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Blimey, and I think I am writing to myself...funny isn't it. ? Lovely to be a converstation with you all though, surprised too..Do I always push to get the answer I want? Which is very me... A collective response: Love? Erm...I understand we have to love ourselves or nothing else will touch us...awaiting your love wont ever be enough.. Fakes...that wasn't me who wrote that...it annoys me too.. but guess the desperation of desire leads to frustation..and some furys and close to the surface. We blame each other more than we should... I do sometimes put myself in the hot seat and its hot! But I choose well, perhaps too well. Play with me........
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I think when I have chosen.. its been more than lustful, particularly recently. When life is busy and stress full, I reach out here, hide between the pages, creep out and shimmy a little... But I wasn't sure.. otherwise perhaps I would have let go earlier.. perhaps even let you in more. I've realised I keep looking to see if your there.. how sad is that.. and sometimes you are but you don't want to engage with me.. I think we can all tell when someone wants them.. and sometimes thats sexy and sometimes thats off putting.. the more that I wanted of you.. the less I wanted to give you of me....I think sometimes you know.. but slightly confused by your mention of a book about love....why did you bring that up.. to see if it resonated? Perhaps... but it also made me think you might want more of me.... But you might be newer to this.. or maybe clearer than I was.. and for you theres always something or someone more on here....do we keep just chasing.. is it all just in the chase.. and then we let go.. when we have engaged....I let go of you...and won't bother you again.... but enjoyed it, your touch and lips were amazing.. and a very attentive man.. even if it was for just a short time.. thanks xx I wonder if I will stop this now..I wonder.. if I will learn...step back out into the real world..and be emptier in some ways...but full of experiences that many others have not had.... full of things I can share with someone else.. in a real world way.. not hidden.. Either way, though it kind of feels sad today.. I also know I had a great time.. it was alive! x Play with me........
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